Iterum frangetur.

Why do I always... mess things up so badly?

Details 26:32
Chapter
Ephemeral Garden
Duration
26:32
Release
Dec 31, 2025
Characters
Doloris / Uika Misumi , Mortis / Mutsumi Wakaba , Timoris / Umiri Yahata , Amoris / Nyamu Yūtenji , and Oblivionis / Sakiko Togawa
Player / Rank
Rank 2

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Speakers

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(Failure is not an option... There's no turning back...
Haa... Haa...)
Give me back my perfect face!
Give me back those beautiful, pitiful eyes! Give me back those gracefully curved lips...!
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This... this isn't the real me!
No, I...!
Ah, the moon... The moonlight will surely make me shine...!
Right, the moon, it surely will...!
How unfortunate. The moon heals no one.
Not only that, it will press closer and closer.
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Once broken, you'll have to
live with this face forever...
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Multiple Mutsumi
...
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There's... no escaping now...
(Failure is not an option...)
(Failure is not an option, failure is not an option, failure is not—)
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After the Performance

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Dressing Room

Mutsumi-chan, you were amazing! The audience was so surprised too.
I didn't think you could pull off a performance like that.
Did you plan it out with Togawa-san?
Because it was so perfect, it didn't seem impromptu...
Anyway, at least the staff was convinced.
Why did you do something like that?
The guitar... I made a mistake.
You mean it wasn't pre-planned or an impromptu?
Mutsumi-chan, I didn't know you would make mistakes during live performances...
And you just froze on stage without even trying to bluff your way out?
Bluffing her way out—Mutsumi isn't capable of that...
Saki-chan, you're incredible too. You can react so quickly.
Thanks to your impromptu, we managed to get through after that.
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Mortis
Mutsumi-chan?
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Mortis
You can't sleep again?
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Why do I always...
mess things up so badly?
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Mortis
Mutsumi-chan! Welcome to our show today!
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Mutsumi
Ah...!
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Bear
So cute!
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Cat
She's just like her mom!
Penguin
Do you think she'll become an outstanding actress like Minami-san?
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Mortis
"Like Mom? What does that mean?"
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Mutsumi
...
Mutsumi
(What should I say? I don't know.)
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Mortis
"Since a long time ago, Mutsumi-chan has never been good at talking."
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Myna Bird
Not good at talking?
Completely unlike her dad, who only knows how to talk. That's a relief.
Takafumi
You're so annoying. Who are you calling all talk and no action? (lol)
Myna Bird
Born with her parents' aura? And not just one parent—double aura!
But she's so cute!
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Minami
That's right! Mutsumi-chan is super cute and incredibly talented.
This isn't just me being biased toward my child.
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Mutsumi
All those praises
belong to Minami-chan and Ta-kun.
Mortis
"Not a single one belongs to Mutsumi-chan."
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Guitar
~~♪
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Mutsumi
...
Mortis
"That guitar sings so vibrantly."
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Mutsumi
Ah...
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Mortis
"She practices for a long, long time every day, and they're always together."
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Mortis
"Mutsumi-chan finally found something
that belongs only to her."
Guitar
I want to sing too♪
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Video
Mortis
"But the gods are cruel.
They didn't give Mutsumi-chan the ability to let her guitar sing."
Guitar
Wow, amazing! Tomori-chan's song was so good!
Taki-chan's drumming is so cool!
Guitar
Soyo-chan's tone is always so gentle.
And Sakiko-chan is... really amazing!
Guitar
Let me sing too, please? It would make me so happy!
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I can't sing... I can't do it...
So...!
I can't... enjoy the band...!
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I am quitting CRYCHIC.
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No... That's not what I mean...
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I can't feel the joy of being in a band, it's because...
I'm terrible at it...
I can't make the guitar sing...
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Mortis
"Mutsumi, lost her directions."
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I'm the one... who ruined CRYCHIC.
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Mortis
"Filled with despair, she curled into herself..."
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Uika's Mansion - Attic

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Ave Mujica Nationwide Tour First Day: A Huge Success!
Praise for Mortis (Mutsumi Wakaba)'s Performance
The motionless Mortis looked
just like a real "doll."
Comment A
Mutsumi-chan's performance was amazing!
I absolutely want to see it live on the nationwide tour!!
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At least it's resolved now. Thank goodness.
I don't want the audience to think that's what Ave Mujica's world is like.
I should've been more attentive to her.
Normally, Mutsumi doesn't make mistakes during performances.
Bringing her into this world, pushing her into this situation—
that was me.
I knew all along what kind of girl Mutsumi is. I have known since the beginning.
Since the beginning...
Hey, I have donuts here. Want to have some together?
There are many flavors—chocolate, strawberry...
Sorry, I still have things to do.
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Nyamu's Dormitory - Private Room

Phew~ I guess that's about it.
Oh, the video!
Has it been uploaded...? Huh? How is it still uploading?
Alright then. Guess I'll check the analytics...
Huh!? What's this? The view count is skyrocketing...!? Which video—
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Comment B
Mutsumi-chan herself doesn't appear in it?
Comment C
Do you hang out with Mortis-san regularly?
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Well, as I expected...
Honestly, at first, I thought she was using her parents' connections.
After all, that's a kind of talent too—you should make use of everything you can.
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Just sitting there and THAT alone? How does that even work...
Muuko is a true genius.
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Wakaba's Home - Underground Studio

Good morning... Hm? Muuko alone?
Say, Muuko, don't you use social media? Let's add each other as friends~
Don't look so scared~
I just want to get along with you, Muuko.
Alright, alright, let's film a video for now—
I can't. Saki will get mad.
Ah... Sakiko is pretty strict.
Then how about we both leave Mujica and go solo—
Because Saki's about to fall apart.
If Mujica breaks, Saki will too...
What are you talking about? Sakiko again?
I want to become a multi-talented artist.
For that, I'll do whatever it takes.
If there's a chance, I'll grab it.
If there isn't, I'll carve out my own way.
That's why I joined Ave Mujica.
Are you satisfied with just staying as you are, Muuko?
Isn't Sakiko obviously holding you back?
At this rate, you'll both go down.
Nyamu, why do you keep saying such awful things?
Are you trying to trick Mutsumi with your
one-sided arguments?
Oh my, you heard that~?
If you don't want people to hear it, don't say it in the recording room.
Well, I'm glad that I said it here.
That way, you heard every single word, didn't you?
If you're going to argue, please do it after practice is over.
Oh, Umiko! How's that going?
You know, the one mentioned in the email—
The invitation to perform on the Music Floor!
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Mortis
I don't like Sakiko-chan!
Mortis
Just like Nyamu-chan said,
because you always listen to Sakiko-chan, Mutsumi-chan is suffering so much.
Mortis
It's not good for her health!
I... I just don't want her to break.
Mortis
You don't want the band to fall apart, right?
But if this continues, Mutsumi-chan, you will break first.
Mortis
When you're feeling troubled, speak up! I'm so worried about Mutsumi-chan.
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???
Wakaba-san, Wakaba-san.
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Wakaba-san, Are you listening?
We're discussing the Music Floor. This time, we'll be appearing as guests.
Amazing! It's a national broadcast during prime time.
Minami-chan is such a goddess! I can't believe she helped us get introduced!
The offer itself is fascinating, but...
The client has specific demands regarding the program.
They want Mortis to recreate the performance from the first day of the tour.
They're asking for the performance to be deliberately interrupted...?
That's like they're saying Ave Mujica's music
isn't needed.
You said it was a mistake before. Can you recreate it?
There's no need to even think about it. We'll just refuse.
Then what about the tour?
We've received a lot of similar requests.
The agency says they want to add the performance starting from the next regional tour.
Of course, that's also—
There's no reason to refuse, is there?
We're finally in the spotlight—it's the natural next step.
Isn't it a good opportunity for both Mujica and Muuko?
This isn't what Mutsumi wants.
Then we'll have to ask Muuko herself.
Mutsumi, what do you think?
See? She hasn't said she doesn't want to perform~
But she hasn't said she wants to either!
This is about the direction of our band.
We can't decide without Misumi-san present.
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Nationwide Tour - Sendai First Day

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During Rehearsal

Say, aren't you going to perform?
We won't.
Does a band that takes their performances lightly even have a reason to exist?
Huh? Of course they do.
Responding to what's requested is what entertainment is about.
If you only do what you want...
What are you even trying to say?
Do you even understand what the audience wants?

After the Performance

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Sendai Station - Platform

Ignoring the audience's expectations—what's the point of that!?
This is such an important moment. Do you really think this is okay?
I think it's fine. How many times do I have to say it for you to understand?
Have you even looked at the audience? The guests are all downcast.
They came in the rain, but they didn't see
what they wanted!
You two shouldn't be arguing here...
Are you telling me to abandon the band's identity!?
I'm fine with not performing as a band.
In the end, do we really have to be a band?
What are you saying—
Besides, Muuko herself hasn't even said anything.
She said during the TV interview it wouldn't last long.
Forget the band—Wasn't that practically saying she could even give up Mujica?
I won't let Mujica disband.
Why are we even talking about disbanding? I never said anything about that!
If a band member quits, it's basically the same as disbanding.
It's also betraying the fans who support us.
Didn't I already say we've betrayed them once before?
Besides, don't act like it's so important.
Uiko is so busy, you barely even come to practice, right?
Isn't that completely irresponsible?
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And isn't this kind of irresponsible of you?
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Speaking of responsibility, shouldn't you,
Yūtenji-san, practice more?
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Tomori, you need to practice more than anyone else.
What have you been doing all this time?
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I've never thought Yūtenji-san lacked practice.
Togawa-san, aren't you the one not paying attention to the members?
Don't say unnecessary things.
Anyway, I can't accept this.
Sorry, let's not argue. Let's calm down and talk this through.
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Wait! Let's talk this out!
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(I don't know... I don't know, I don't know...)
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Mutsumi-chan is following us...
Can you go back first?
How far are you going to follow me?
Why don't you just say you don't want to do it?
You want to play the guitar more than perform, don't you?
But you...
Whenever I speak up, I ruin everything...
Stop playing innocent!!
Is this the time to worry about that?
If this continues, Mujica won't be Mujica anymore!
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You used to talk more.
You used to smile more. Now you leave everything to me!
Why...?
Why aren't you on my side!?
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Mujica is... This world is all I have left!
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Music Show - Recording Studio

Staff A
It's time for a commercial...
Get a grip! This is a live broadcast.
I'm only saying this because if we don't fix it now, it'll be too late.
Staff A
Hey... they're still arguing.
Staff B
Isn't this bad? At this timing. What are we supposed to do now?
I thought we agreed we'd just play.
(Mujica will fall apart.)
I'm telling you! It's not finalized yet.
I can't accept this!
You don't have to accept it.
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(Again... it's my fault.)
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Video
mortis
It's painful, isn't it?
mortis
It hurts, doesn't it?
mortis
I'm the only one on Mutsumi-chan's side.
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Staff A
The commercial is ending! Five seconds until we go live! Four, three—
Mortis
Every awakening brings rebirth.
Only eternal death will bring no awakening.
Mortis
Let me weave a cradle for you.
A lullaby wrapped in velvety darkness, like a coffin. Gently enclosing you—
Mortis
Guiding you into dreams unaware.
What's happening?
I, I don't know...
Mortis
So, there's no need to worry!
Mortis
Goodnight. Sweet dreams.
Is this sleep, or is it death? At least... may it be at peace.